Time of Testing
Testimony
Lord pierce my ear, I am your servant. I will faithfully follow and serve you the rest of my days. A free man I’ll never be. Lord I love you. You are my all in all. I surrender all. My life, my love, my all I give to you. Where you lead me I will follow. What you say I will do; where you send I will go. It’s all yours Lord, including my own life. Take it Lord, and use it; like Job of old “Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him.”
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Greetings in Jesus’ Name from Oklahoma! This past week I encountered a very frightful experience. I was sitting on the steps on our back porch with my brother Colin and my grandmother who was visiting at the time. My other brothers were attempting to chase down the goat escapees. Little Noah (4) decided to join in the fun and ran off with everyone else. I started calling to him to come back, because I knew it could be a dangerous situation with animals and big brothers running around the yard.
Though already a busy family of ten, we were blessed abundantly with the arrival of Joshua Abel in September of 2003. It makes it easier for the family to settle back into a routine if the new baby is content and will rest fairly well, but I noticed right away that this baby was fussier than any of the others had been. He acted like he was in pain.
Ever since I was young, I have struggled with fears. Oh, how I longed for peace! I remember not sleeping well…and oh, the struggles! Often I went to my parents for help. If only I could be free to be at rest, and to rejoice in the Lord! Free to live, and enjoy each new day with the strength and peace of God!
Our precious Lord is so very gracious and longsuffering with sinners like me. For so many years, His Spirit lingered and the angels watched, awaiting the time when my heart would be fully turned toward Him. As a professing Christian for 35 years, I had a form of godliness but denied the power thereof. Although I attended services regularly, preached sermons and believed I was born again, I was in fact lifeless.
Their soul abhorreth all manner of meat and they draw near to the gates of death Then they cry unto the Lord in their trouble and He saveth them out of their distresses He sent His word, and healed them and delivered them from their destructions Psalms 107:18-20